English is very hard language

Now I feel that English is really very hard language. It is so hard that most of the english speaker also made many wrong in their regular conversation. I am not much fan of any foreign language. I am not much briliant to learn any new language. But I want to learn english to read its literature. Their are many famous writers in english. I want to read them all. But alas. I feel it hard to understand. I feel very hard to repeat it.

This is my problem. I am a real illeterate.